And overall I’m very glad I took it! It got me through a rough patch, and seems (in combination with therapy, and some life changes) to have rewired me a little. Symptoms I had for a decade prior have not returned. And I’m not sure I could have made those life changes without it.
Sadly my arachnophobia came back though. Oh well.
I am glad your experience was tolerable but it’s a whole arc and everyone’s tolerance + circumstances are unique which makes it all the more challenging (even for doctors).
This isn’t a one size fits all area of medicine.
I tried to describe it to my doctor and he seemed like he never heard of it before and sort of look at me like I was crazy, or at least that is what I sensed. But I ended up researching online and found it was a thing that happens.
I mentioned it though as one of the most stark changes I noticed after getting on an SSRI was pretty much immediately losing my fear of spiders. It was the first sign I had that showed it was doing something.
I used to literally, on occasion, launch my phone across the room if I was scrolling and came across a spider (sometimes drenching myself with coffee or whatever in the process!) and then one day, shortly after getting on it, I stumbled across some awful tarantula video or something and I just stared at it like “huh, why am I not freaking out”.
Worth noting as well that I had no expectation of any changes to my arachnophobia going in. It didn't even cross my mind.
People legitimately need these drugs, including in the short term. The problem for acute stressors once they resolve is how to get them back off.
And don't even get me started on tricyclics or MAOIs... no, seriously, don't get me started on them! The current generation of first-line antidepressants (SSRIs/SNRIs) might as well be free compared to the old school crazy pills.
I liken SSRIs to carpet bombing - also their mechanism to increase seratonin in the brain is by making something else not use it (reuptake inhibition). We’re guessing that other thing isn’t a big deal. But who knows. Serotonin is produced in the gut and it controls melatonin, which controls our sleep. It’s all connected in a bizarre way.
It's like inserting objects into the body's event loop and hoping it produces the desired effects as it circulates, only to find that everything reacts to the event, not just the parts we want.
After a few weeks I was tapered off them.
I felt no different before, during or after them.
What helped was 3 daily walks around the park, around 9km per day after each meal.
Anecdotal but it is what it is. Right now I have bigger problems than just depression.
> I felt no different before, during or after them.
SSRI onset is slow, which is one of the common problems with treatment.
In studies where they survey both the patient and their family members, the family members actually start noticing improvements before the patient. Onset is slow and it takes a long time for patients to realize the positive effects.
Ideally they’re prescribed along with other lifestyle changes like your walks. It doesn’t have to be an either-or. A lot of patients get offended when doctors suggest things like walking because they think it indicates the doctor is telling them to “just walk it off” which doesn’t go well.
It’s not surprising you didn’t feel anything noticeable after a few weeks. It’s also unfortunate, but not too surprising, that your doctor wasn’t informed enough to communicate these things. Some doctors are great about setting expectations and following up. Others write a prescription and send patients off to fill it without the necessary context.
Especially in acute cases, I think they should be replaced or augmented by something stylistically in the direction of esketamine. 6-8 weeks per medication trial is an absolute eternity, especially since some minority of major depressive episodes resolve spontaneously after a few months to a year.
These numbers are really misunderstood when taken out of context.
SSRIs have an NNT around 7, depending on the study you look at (random Google result https://pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/19588448/ as an example )
Which sounds terrible if you know nothing about NNT. But when you learn that Tylenol has an NNT of almost 5 and even a powerful drug like Xanax has an NNT of 4, you realize that NNT is a difficult measure of drug efficacy.
> Especially in acute cases, I think they should be replaced or augmented by something stylistically in the direction of esketamine. 6-8 weeks per medication trial is an absolute eternity
Ketamine and esketamine are used a lot to begin therapy. They’re not good long-term options though, so they’re best used to start treatment as a bridge to SSRI efficacy.
But many people don't need anything more than acute treatment, so what about them?
Trying to pull out NNT feels like cherry picking because it sounds really bad to people who don’t know how other drugs look on this measure.
If your point is that it would be better if we had better drugs then I agree.
I think trying to imply that SSRIs are barely a step above useless is not helpful, though. Statistics like NNT and remission rates do not capture incremental improvements that these medications can make for people who need all the help they can get. Even if it doesn’t cause complete remission by itself it can be very helpful.
That said, yes; walking is the best medicine for me.
I've got two friends who didn't benefit from it, so it isn't a miracle cure for everyone, sadly.
after a number of years, a small dose of lithium (300mg) was recommended by a psychiatrist who stood apart (at least in that respect), and it was magic at mood stabilization, I never before even realized that I experienced hypomania (and I took it for anxiety), I just thought I was "bold".
(Lithium is not a drug, it's an element, taken as a metallic salt. It occurs naturally in the water in various parts of the world, and those populations have been studied and suffer lower rates of mental illness. My shrink said his recommendation was based in conjunction with the prozac I was taking, i.e. a known correlation. Bipolar II is a different mental condition than bipolar I, and somewhat slippery/loosely defined)
The extreme anecdotal stories people report online as in this forum strike me, an experienced but likewise only an anecdotal user, as more an artifact of underlying emotional distress rather than a result of the drugs.
I just wanted to contribute a different voice to this topic.
I should add, I do have "extra money" and am able to pay extremely qualified and expensive doctors, an option that is not available to everyone, including those with full public health services.
Coming off of them wasn't too bad though. I got the brain zaps, but those were easy to cope with.
More than anything the whole experience was a waste of money, and what finally fixed my problems was retirement and a greater attention to my health.
I had to wean off Klonopin, prescribed for a bout of COVID induced insomnia. Only on it for a month and it took a microgram taper and nine months to get off of completely. Had to go slow because the original recommended rate was wayyyyy too spicy for my central nervous system. Even at the slow rate I was going it was difficult to make it through life. Most doctors are unaware of how to deprescribe this shit safely.
The linked article says they have "small to moderate effectiveness", but this is being far too generous. The correct way to measure drug effectiveness is if the treatment meets the standard of a minimal important difference. I.e. you measure depression on various rating scales, like the 17-point HAM-D, and research suggests a minimal important difference (i.e. one patients and clinicians can actually notice) needs to be about 3-5 points. But the average effects of almost all antidepressants do not meet these thresholds, i.e. the effect actually appears practically invisible. [1]
Then you'll get waffling like "oh, but it really has a big effect for some people", but, well, no, we've looked at that too, and the placebo groups get just as miraculous "big effects", i.e. evidence supporting the idea "they really help some people" is also largely lacking [2-3]. All the other attempted saves ("oh, but eventually you find one that works for you") are also not really well supported either [4].
Like, maybe they really help some people, but it is far, far less clear than most assume, and should be balanced with concerns like withdrawal and serious side effects like emotional blunting and sexual dysfunction.
EDIT: And just to be clear to anyone doing a drive-by downvote thinking this is about recent asinine US politics, it emphatically isn't. There are serious methodological concerns here that desperately need to be communicated to the public.
[1] https://pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/33593736/
[2] https://pmc.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/articles/PMC7451660/
No, that will just hurt more people up front for longer. The truth is antidepressants have a larger effect on mental health than actually gets reported because of how improvements are measured. If you look at a patient who doesn't get out of bed, is in trouble at work/school for performance, doesn't spend social time with friends, etc, and 6 months after starting an SSRI they're indistinguishable from other people but still have other issues, we call that a "mild impact" because they self-report other problems.
The truth is we took someone from being passively suicidal to functioning normally, and we fail to look at the self-reported problems, we just report them. The self reported problems tend to change from "I don't care about anything" to "I'm unhappy at my job" or "I'm stressed at how much I have to do with work and my kids and home." These are actually major improvements, the patient has gone from being actually clinically depressed to significant improvement but continued unhappiness with life circumstances as opposed to unhappiness with life in general.
Antidepressants are amazing, we need to improve therapists and how they deal with medicated patients. Too many therapists dismiss meds and too many psychiatrists dismiss therapy. I've been in this space for a long time now, healthcare IT in the mental/behavioral health space. We're engaged in a long erm research study to help demonstrate the value of a tightly integrated therapy/psych team and more advanced treatments and when you get everyone in the room pulling in the same direction patient outcomes are amazing.
One actual issue that antidepressants face is that they're not the only treatment, but many doctors are reluctant to move to TMS or esketamine, despite the amaing success rates they have with patients who have not had success with two or more drugs. If two drugs failed you, the third has a 14% chance of helping. The 4th is single digits. But you pivot to TMS and you see 60-80 percent improvement rates. Esketamine is close too.
ADs aren't the problem, it's that we don't take mental health as serious as we take physical health.
I have received both rTMS and esketamine and the providers themselves told me they saw roughly a 30-40% response rate (not remission, that's even lower!). Upon researching the topic myself, I found that the meta analysis usually agreed with this 30% figure, but recent research papers mark eskatamine even lower. Both treatments can be miraculous for a few select people and it makes a good headline, but it's a total failure for the majority of people.
I agree with you that those treatments should be easier to access, though.
> Too many therapists dismiss meds and too many psychiatrists dismiss therapy.
This is the only factually true statement in your entire comment.
The truth is actually exactly the opposite, and I provided very high-quality evidence demonstrating this to be the case. You have nothing but bald assertions.
I find it funny that people complain about emotional blunting when that is the entire purpose of the drug. I would prefer not to live on the razors edge ever again. I’ve had chronic anxiety and depression ever since I was a child, though.
Depression is highly heterogenous, and I am glad the medication helped you.
Also, IME they are dosed completely wrong. So many people seem to be on very low doses, which has no improvement on placebo in the studies I've read.
Whereas, higher doses are _hugely_ better than placebo, especially for anxiety.
What's worse is a lot/most studies on SSRIs in general often don't adjust for dose. Which seems like an enormous oversight to me.
The ideal would be to blunt the negatives but not the positives. The effect of some of the older antidepressants can be to blunt both, across the board.
Some of the newer atypical antidepressants can address depression without making everything flat.
> Our comprehensive review of the major strands of research on serotonin shows there is no convincing evidence that depression is associated with, or caused by, lower serotonin concentrations or activity. Most studies found no evidence of reduced serotonin activity in people with depression compared to people without, and methods to reduce serotonin availability using tryptophan depletion do not consistently lower mood in volunteers. High quality, well-powered genetic studies effectively exclude an association between genotypes related to the serotonin system and depression, including a proposed interaction with stress.
> The chemical imbalance theory of depression is still put forward by professionals, and the serotonin theory, in particular, has formed the basis of a considerable research effort over the last few decades. The general public widely believes that depression has been convincingly demonstrated to be the result of serotonin or other chemical abnormalities, and this belief shapes how people understand their moods, leading to a pessimistic outlook on the outcome of depression and negative expectancies about the possibility of self-regulation of mood. The idea that depression is the result of a chemical imbalance also influences decisions about whether to take or continue anti-depressant medication and may discourage people from dis-continuing treatment, potentially leading to lifelong dependence on these drugs.
https://www.kcl.ac.uk/news/a-response-to-the-serotonin-theor...
Personally, I both agree that SSRI antidepressants were likely overprescribed early on, and disagree with the notion that the chemical imbalance theory is unsupported. N = 1, they can absolutely work. It took a few to find one that really did, hence I am certain it is not a placebo effect.
However, tianeptine is serotonin reuptake enhancer and also can help with depression, so any simple deficiency hypothesis also doesn't look good either.
Broadly, the "chemical imbalance" theory, left vague and unspecified, is still basically sane (though not specific enough to be super useful).
Indeed, a rebuttal [1] to that paper starts with:
> Moncrieff et al. report in a review of reviews that depression is not generally linked with serotonin deficiency. This is hardly news to neuropharmacologists, which Moncrieff et al. tacitly admits, as they justify their review by citing examples of laity and general practitioners believing depression is caused by a “chemical imbalance”, i.e., in serotonin. For instance, already in 1986 did Depue and Spoont point out that serotonin deficiency may not be a general cause of depression or other psychiatric illness. Further, that increasing extracellular serotonin—e.g., with selective serotonin reuptake inhibitors (SSRIs)—treats depression does not mean decreased serotonin causes depression.
I have a lot of trust in the science of medicine, but almost none in healthcare. It seems like the research is totally divorced from the medieval treatments I see doctors give all the time. "This is hardly news to neuropharmacologists" vs "laity and general practitioners believe ..." indeed.
https://www.goodreads.com/en/book/show/40180010-mind-fixers
The title is a play on the Pulitzer prize winning article from the 80's.
https://web.archive.org/web/20041125092022/http://www.byline...
Because the 1 in 10 stat I find seems a bit low, at least in my circle, and those are the ones who are open about it.
And the people I know have been on them approximately a decade. What baffles me is that a fair number of them triggered their own depressive episodes, and likely did need therapy and something at the time - but have all long since move past those "moments".
I ask as a nonexpert because this is a view I've read a few times from people I trust more than most, and I know two people who suffered from severe depression who credited SSRIs for getting them through.
What does seem clear to me is that the whole cost-benefit considerations change in favor of anti-depressants when the depression is severe. I wouldn't say anti-depressants should be first-line treatments for ordinary depression, but for severe depression, I think they are a very reasonable first-line option.
Sure, they still might not help, but the costs / harms don't seem so bad compared to the potential costs / harms of leaving the severe major depression untreated, and the other options look all pretty terrible here too.
It's a terrible bind. Patients want a pill to fix things, but if they know it's just a sugar pill, it doesn't work. It has to have active ingredients that might work. That's why there's little desire to change the status quo on antidepressants much. Anyone who reads the medical literature knows they're statistically underwhelming, but the experienced reality is that they help people a lot.
Talking therapies, CBT, exercise are all good alternatives but they take time and effort that a depressed person might not be able to manage. An antidepressant prescription they can get in 15 minutes.
This is a misunderstanding of concepts like regression to the mean, and also the active placebo elements involved.
> but the experienced reality is that they help people a lot
And the evidence is that the reality people think they are experiencing is wrong, i.e, they are improving and factually experiencing improvement, but misattributing the cause to the drug.
> "As effective as placebo" does not mean worthless
In one sense of worthless, perhaps, but since drugs have larger costs relative to placebo, well, we can argue they are worse than worseless in another.
Better instead to talk about cost-benefit tradeoffs, number-needed-to-treat vs number-needed-to-harm and etc though, and try to get better at prescribing more carefully to those they clearly benefit.
In a clinical trial setting, you can prescribe a placebo, because the patient is fully aware and clearly consenting to the fact that they may receive a placebo. Lying to a patient, in a clinical setting, from a position of authority, is a completely different matter. The informed consent would be completely absent, the patient’s ability to make informed choices about their own healthcare would be undermined and withheld, and the provider would be deriving financial benefit from the patient and / or through insurance claims for what amounts to a scam.
The patient, who would be seeking a treatment from a trusted expert, would believe that they are receiving proven treatments in exchange for their time, patience, money, reduced quality of life due to side effects, and opportunity costs in terms of not going to a different provider or trying something else, but in reality their provider would be misleading them. Some patients would even die as a result of taking a particular placebo and depending on it—either because of side effects or due to the lack of effectiveness—when they tragically would have been better off trying a different approach or medication. How could a patient possibly give informed consent in such a scenario, for one thing? How could they meaningfully compare treatment options and make their own informed choices when the advice they receive includes lies?
Alas, some providers believe in placebo effects so much more strongly than their patients’ right to autonomy that when faced with complaints of side effects, they will just lie more and more to their patients in hopes that the side effects will go away, but that’s really just more gaslighting to people who are already in difficult situations.
I’m about to get downvoted into oblivion for this take though.
I’m not trying to discount mental health, I just think there are better solutions than drugs to fix your state of mind.
Also think that some people are dealt a tougher hand than most, and that for a small subset of humans, anti depressants are the most fitting cure.
And yes, in some cases, no other options are possible, so even if the evidence is pretty dismal for their effectiveness, they are still broadly safe enough to definitely be worth a try. They probably just shouldn't be the first-line approach.
Find one that's as effective on the general population.
I mean, sure, perhaps lifestyle changes are better. Can you get a higher percentage to change them and improve people's lives than we currently can with drugs?
As a top performer in school, I definitely think (and still point out), that you can get fantastically high results in SAT/GRE without paying any test prep service. I and many of my peers did it. There are better solutions than paying those services. But how many who don't pay do as well as those who do? I can tell them how to study as much as I can, but the reality is that statistically, people who attend will do better than if they don't.
From a medical standpoint, telling people to change how they live and think has a fairly low success rate. The best options usually don't work on the masses.
We don't want to get rid of them, we just need to recalibrate prescribing, and also to properly assess cessation at intervals more frequently than we have been.
For me I still feel the surprise because I've followed the evidence carefully for well over a decade, and the methodological problems and lack of evidence for meaningful effectiveness have always been clear. I.e. it is clear standardized effect sizes are meaningless, and you need to determine important differences, as this is just basic science, but only a tiny handful of papers ever bothered.
So it feels very much like "how can we have normalized something so incredibly scientifically shaky", i.e. for me the moralizing is not "drugs are bad, how are we normalizing drugs" it is "how can an entire medical field and society so recklessly adopt something so obviously weakly supported". I.e. my dismay is more about the weak epistemic standards of society than it is about drugs.
Public responses have probably not finished overcorrecting.
Anecdotally, that was not anywhere close to slow enough. I had panic attacks almost every day while I was reducing the dosage. Those weeks were hell. I couldn’t think straight. I honestly don’t remember much of what occurred during that time, because the withdrawal took over my life. The pills were too tiny to split into fourths easily, but I wish I had done something to reduce dosage in smaller increments or over a longer time period.
It makes me strongly reconsider ever taking any antidepressants ever again. They didn’t tell me when I started taking them that the withdrawal would be so terrible. Those months were easily some the worst of my life.
Doctors aren't "finally learning" how to manage withdrawals. This is essentially the common sense algorithm, and I'm pretty annoyed that they wrote this whole ass article just for that.
Happiness isn't necessary to pass on your genes. Most animals, especially prey animals, spend much of their lives scared, because death is inevitable otherwise. We've now created a safe and pleasant environment our ancestors could only dream of, yet many of us are still unhappy. There's no real evidence we were broadly happier in the distant past either, we're just a different kind of unhappy now.
Seems to me we've developed a tool that makes people feel better and function better, perhaps by blunting some of the vestigial leftover emotions we needed when every tree might have had a sabre-tooth tiger hiding behind it.
Not sure what you're basing this on -- hopefully not just your impression after reading things online.
Actually, you know what? Tracks.
I got some other news for you, buddy. https://news.ycombinator.com/item?id=49444514