In the end though, I could never convince myself that there was any "there, there". Most of my life I've maintained a very skeptical stance towards any suggestions of UFO's as any sort of visiting non-human intelligence, as well as "ancient aliens", secret government time-travel projects, ghosts, demons, spirits, sasquatch, the abominable snowman, chupacabra, the "Beast of Bladenboro"[1] as anything more than a (possibly rabid) (wolf|bobcat|panther)or something, and so on.
Today? I try to keep an open mind, simply as a matter of principle. And there probably are "more things in heaven and Earth, than are dreamt of in your philosophy, mindcrime."
But no matter how many pictures or videos get released about UFO's, or what these so-called "insiders" claim, I still can't get past thinking that basically all UAP / UFO sightings ultimately fall into one or the other of about two categories:
1. Completely prosaic things like mistaking a weather balloon or star for something else, sensor glitches, weather phenomenon, drug induced hallucinations, outright hoaxes, etc.
2. Experimental aircraft (or something along those lines) built by the military/industrial complex of the US, Russia, China, etc.
That said, part of me wants to be proven wrong. I'd love a world with a bit more mystery and awe in it, and if somebody could prove to me that UFO/UAP phenomena are something more interesting, I'd be thrilled (and possibly also scared, but whatever). I mean, to this day I keep one of those Mulder "I Want to Believe" posters[2] around. But to believe, I still need evidence. I guess I'm too much of a skeptic at heart.
[1]: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Beast_of_Bladenboro
[2]: https://img.atlasobscura.com/F_laK2txhu_jVpOYrk_2bhnmlveocEl...
- The Greys are the only species to be physically present upon the Earth. Those whose skin have not been oxidized by lengthy exposure out of their “cocoons” are milky white. All of these kind, fully grown are over seven feet tall. Only their undeveloped children are under six foot tall. A ~2,000 year old subspecies born upon the Earth takes on some likeness to humans, these have five fingers and are less intimidating looking. They are not hybrids, merely an “inspired” generation.
- There are considerable accounts of “reptilian” lines, of which I have gathered some lore, however there are none living anywhere near Earth, and the Greys themselves doubt their existence, as besides human lore there is no evidence. However funny and ironic that sounds. Stories of those lines suggest before the arrival of the Greys (10,000 years ago), they had come to Earth, edited themselves into a number of human lineage and removed every trace of their existence. These were “pirates” who lived upon the Earth as though gods for several thousand years and removed traces of their existence as to not be “found out” by those who peruse them. Their kind are said to live nearer to the galactic core, some 35,000 light years away, too far for casual contact. The Greys are perpetual vagabonds who left their dying world long ago.
- America did shoot down a craft of the Greys in the 80s, and tricked their representatives into a trap who attempted to collect their living survivors. They have never had enemies and however intelligent were very naive. America did not know at the time there were some 100,000 more of these kind lurking above and below the oceans. These are not spookily “watching us” they live here, like a colony of bees. They can hear our thoughts and travel among our minds through entangled consciousness just as those hundreds of thousands of humans I had mentioned. They have no trouble understanding us or our languages or deepest thoughts.
- the Greys have absolutely never “abducted” anyone, however in ancient times they did visit indigenous and tribal peoples, shared their stories, and had taken some on adventures in their crafts. All stories accounting otherwise are lies, human faction psyops, and some rare yet semi-frequent encounters in the mind through waking dreams which leave those experiencing them as though having had an interdimenstional experience.
- there are a vast numbers of humans who hate the Greys, and their culture is responsible for the conflation and antagonistic views perpetrated over the last decades. Humanity is not prepared to accept they are not alone in their own minds, let alone in the galaxy. These have mutilated cattle, staged abductions, tell wide ranges of conflicting stories, and continue to play games in our minds. These humans are the “demons” who haunt us.
- America did capture one craft (not dozens), which they shot down while leaving the ocean, recovered two living crew, of which there were several dead including new developing embryos (their ships give birth to new generations, not themselves.) America kept several alive for quite some time, forcing them to teach them many secrets, as well as breed over forty to adolescence (in cylindrical tanks, which are commonly depicted). Every living specimen has been destroyed, along with the materials necessary to produce more in a coup of conflict and conscience.
- The humans responsible for our present relationship have also been extorting America with their own nuclear weapons and waging biological warfare upon us all. They pretend to be “reptilians” and the “tall whites”(“Nordics”) as well as “demons” in people’s minds. These are the greatest reason full disclosure is unlikely.