It sounds like you owe yourself some kind of passion project.
Good luck with the treatment! There's really no need to worry about things you've already done your best to sort. You've done your best and put yourself in a winning position.
Money, job and responsibilities can wait.
If your confidence in Linux, switch it up. FreeBSD could do no harm, Haiku. Networking is another path to follow. Learn how to create a network, a home lab, install as AI Interface. Buy a VPS and start mucking around.
I'm a Systems Architect so I have to constantly morph in to new areas when they appear. It's a challenge but I have more "know-of knowledge" than proficient but it keeps me employed.
"What if I integrated X with Y" and see if it works are always fun experiments.