Though, do i believe what i wrote, or was i already hardwired to write this reading that ? mind twisting is a fun activity
great posting, thanks for it.
The pain went away in short order, likely because the stone itself had passed, and again I was sort of pissed at whatever treatments were being given, because the pain was so transitory, all I really needed was some reassurance that the worst would be over soon.
This has always haunted my conscience in regards to pain-relieving drugs: how to know they worked? how to know it was the drug effect and not a remission of pain itself? how to know when to stop taking them?! YOU CAN'T!!!
Many people seem to be more sensitive to their belief in a drug's properties than in the drug itself. Others trust the doctor, and therefore whatever the doctor prescribes is accepted transitively. I mistrust everything uniformly, and so eventually any medication-based therapy needs to cease, because they all suck!